Both my first finished song with lyrics, and my first song to use the instrument I've had in my pfp the entire time. Although I didn't actually play that specific guitar for this song, I used my other one one.
Lyrics:
You don't want to hear
What I have to sing
You can say you like it but I wont believe a thing
Everything I've got
Is worthless as dust
If I show you anything you'll see me with disgust
You can go away
I don't deserve your ears
You'll find someone better any place other than here
'Cause I'm a false idol
I'm sure that you can see
I'm not in denial about what I can be
'Cause who would ever, whatsoever like something from me?
Shake your head all you want but I know that you agree
That I'm a false idol
I won't accept your praise
Whatever my title
I'm in the wrong place
'Cause who would ever, whatsoever, like the things I make?
I'm not a great musician you've just made a mistake
Why are you still here?
There's better stuff out there
I promise asking me again won't get you anywhere
My songs aren't that good
They're hard to listen to
I hate when I hear them and I think that you would too
You can't change my mind
Why do you even care?
Sharing what I've made will only heighten my dispair
'Cause I'm a false Idol
I'm sure that you can see
I'm not in denial
About what I can be
'Cause who would ever, whatsoever, like something from me?
Shake your head all you want but I know that you agree
That I'm a false idol
I won't accept your praise
Whatever my title
I'm in the wrong place
'Cause who would ever, whatsoever like the things I make?
I'm not a great musician you've just made a mistake
Don't beat yourself up
You say to me
Just 'cause you dislike your songs doesn't mean I'll agree
Show me what you've made
I think you'll be surprised
Something doesn't need to be perfect for it to be nice
I'm not a false idol
I know that you can see
No longer in denial
About what I will be
And I'll endeavour for forever til you can see
something that I feel proud of and I'll finally agree
That I'm not a false idol
I guess I'll take your praise
Whatever my title
I make what I make
And I will never whatsoever give in to self hate
I'm not a great musician but I'll try anyway